Category Archives: My pathetic heart

The L word, Pics, CC+4, #3 and Love really IS a battlefield

It’s late at night and I’m going to overshare.  It’s not that I don’t recognize that I should create rules for myself – like maybe “If you know you are tired and are aware that you could be admitting/confessing information … Continue reading

Posted in All "boys" Posts, Dating, Did I just admit that?, I can't sleep and hate insomnia, I love rules - for real, I'll probably regret posting this, I'm feeling neglected, My Soap Opera Life, My SuperDuperFantastic Dating Life (or something like that), My pathetic heart, Songs that influence my life, The L and M words - oh and the R word - are all dumb, When I should have gone to sleep instead of writing this post, When things don't feel quite right, pictures | 6 Comments

Breathe me – Sia

I don’t have much to say today.  This song is a bit how I feel … [audio:http://www.therealkylestewart.com/biscuits/jan08/Breathe_Me.mp3|autostart=yes]

Posted in 06 - Self-Discovery, Dating, I can't sleep and hate insomnia, I'm a weight conscious freak, It's an "Oh no!" or "GRRR" or ":(" day, My pathetic heart, Personal Reflection, Sometimes life really sucks, Songs that influence my life, Trials and Frustrations, When things don't feel quite right | 3 Comments

An unexpected escape and another evil escalator

Have you ever ridden a train/subway early on a Saturday morning?  The normal hubbub and noises are gone.  It’s quiet.  You encounter only a few other riders but they are focused and quietly keep to themselves.  No one sees you.  … Continue reading

Posted in Confessions, Did I just admit that?, I'll probably regret posting this, My pathetic heart, Personal Reflection, Songs that influence my life, pictures | 3 Comments

Lost in beauty

The garden took my breath away.  Completely frozen, I could do nothing but wonder in awe at the beauty surrounding me.  Quiet.  Peaceful.  Colorful.  Alive.  I slowly turned a circle.  It couldn’t be real but it was.  The flowers smelled … Continue reading

Posted in Confessions, I'll probably regret posting this, It's an "Oh no!" or "GRRR" or ":(" day, My pathetic heart, Personal Reflection, Trials and Frustrations, pictures | Leave a comment

My hours of loneliness

Over the past 2 months I have been struggling with the Uni of Sydney over an application to change my Masters degree.  It wasn’t a matter of qualifications – just logistics.  And this logistical struggle forced me to miss enrollment … Continue reading

Posted in All School Posts, It's an "Oh no!" or "GRRR" or ":(" day, My pathetic heart, Personal Reflection, Sometimes life really sucks | 9 Comments