Ok so my horoscope project is coming to – mostly – an end. I’m still checking it on a daily basis but I’m a little bitter at it right now.
A little bitter at a horoscope?? Yeah – that’s right. Why?? Because it’s out to get me. NO FOR REAL!
FIRST it has me use North Sydney as a distraction from CC+4. Which was actually a good thing because I need to let him go – completely.
BUT THEN I find that I really don’t want North Sydney as a distraction. He’s my friend and he lives in Australia and GUESS WHAT?? I’m content with things the way they are. AAANNNDDD the very same day I decided this I read my horoscope which said to be content with him as my friend. YES CRAZY!! I READ THAT AFTER I MADE MY DECISION!!!! It was like the FIRST day I didn’t have to TRY to make my horoscope come true.
So I moved on – and 2 days later would you ever guess that CC+4 – I don’t even want to talk about him. But I’m listening to the new song he sent me right now – and I’m – I don’t even know what – but I don’t appreciate my horoscope conveniently taking my life in a direction that might let CC+4 back in!!!!! Out of all the boys in my life – he scares me the most. No – not because HE is scary – but because liking him puts my heart on the line. The other boys? They’re safe. CC+4?? Not Safe.
Day 14
Ok we’ll stop here – with a few little lines from the song I sent him,
“Hands down, I’m too proud for love.
But with eyes shut, it’s you I’m thinking of. But how we move from A to B can’t be up to me cuz you don’t know who I was before you…
basically if you see a change in me – I’d be losing – so I just ignore you.
Cuz you’re not mine, not mine.
But maybe in time
I’ll tell you, I’m a little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you.
“I guess that I’m a little bit, a little bit, a little bit in love with you.”
Pic of the day – 12 and 13
Oh and HHEEEYYYY – my lil bro is back in the blogosphere. Life sucks – and tomorrow is the same …
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First of all the pic with the flowers is amazing.
Secondly, horoscopes can be evil little things, or they can be your best friend (you know, if you were really lonely and turned to them for friendship because they communicate with you daily… I think I just gave myself an idea on how to make a friend.. hellooo little scorpion thing) Anyway, I guess what I’m trying to say is it’s fun to follow your horoscope, but you can’t let it rule your life, and you didn’t, so you don’t need me to tell you that.
I’m rambling, which I think means I need food.
hey daisy, i know it’s been a while, but i just wanted to say thanks for the words of encouragment you left on my blog!
Hmmm…horoscopes can be tricky and have many different meanings. I love ‘em and hate ‘em. Good luck.
Still love the pics. I like the one where you are in some place with a sink in it.