Have you ever written a blog post only to find it mysteriously disappeared?? That happened to me yesterday – it was a big sucks. I explained how I finally got closure on CC+4 and I told a snotty/funny story which can’t be recreated so to sum up the gossip – he basically informed me that WITH ME he was only looking for a good time – say WHAT?? Niiiiiicccccceeeeee. And I call bull-crap! Why? Because he also confessed a while back that the reason he stopped talking to me last semester was because he was looking for MORE and he thought I was only looking for a good time. But WHAT.EV.ER. I suppose if we’re making attempts to be happyhappyjoyjoy we could be grateful for the closure. YAY FOR CLOSURE!!!
or something like that …
Do things happen for a reason?
Who knows for sure – but looking back on the past year of my life I can tell you I can kind of see how lucky I am to have had the trials and difficulties I once hated. It’s been a crazy path – a tearful journey – and also lots of fun!!! I’ve grown so much – even my family has noticed!! And I want to give a shout out to all of my bloggy friends, all of my new friends in Sydney, all of my old friends in Utah and … I think it’s time to give a special shout out to North Sydney – my BFF in Australia.
Thank you – all of you!!
You make my life brighter. :)
And now – back to that special shout out to my Aus-BFF … remember CommitmentPhobe? No? That’s ok. He was the first man to sweep me off my feet in Australia. Charming – hot – romantic – I was scared and when he gave me flowers I left them at his house. GASP!!!! Daisy how could you??
I know – I know … but I was scared. I wasn’t ready for a relationship and really? He wasn’t either. So we became friends. And now? One whole year later we’re the best of friends. I absolutely adore him. And it’s driving me crazy that I haven’t seen him for FIVE WEEKS!!! FIVE WEEKS!!!! I think it bothered him as well … not only did he complain about the length of my trip but he scheduled my first Saturday night home well in advance. lol. I talked to him yesterday (the day I arrived) and I told him I want as much of his Saturday as I can have. He laughed – but I think he feels the same way.
Friends and family are the spice of life – they give a dreary day a spark of color, a dash of flavor/flavour.
And you know what? That’s something to smile about.
I’ve had a post disappear before too! And I was like “That’s it! I’m never blogging again! This whole thing is crap! Damn it all!”.. but then half an hour later there I was, rewriting it word for word (as best I could)
Friends are important to have (until you learn to live without them.. I can’t even remember the last time I hung out with a friend not in cyberspace.. maybe cyberspace is all I need.. maybe one day live in cyberspace.. maybe I’ve watched too much SciFi).. what was I talking about? Oh yes, it’s good that you get to hang out with North Sydney again =) Five weeks is a long time.
I just had a post do that to me the other week. It is so agravating. Ergh!!
Good Friends are the bomb. I am learning that now. They help you out so much (even the bloggy ones *wink*)